Fool

9:27 PM

Not sure why ? When n how people change? feelings n relationship change? I am not even sure if i should write it here?? But i have to .. just felt today how lonely i am ...what a fool i am ?? all this while i thought i had someone atleast to talk or share.. but in my thoughts i forgot that everyone have their life and no one have time for this stupid thoughts... so many questions in my head asking as to WHY ? Why ME? how much ever ur wrapped with the society n its rules .. how ever u smile to show ur happy its not enough. Atleast to yourself u know what ur, what is killing u inside, what does it make u so weak? I knew all the reasons but could never walk a step ahead for the solution Why pleanty of reasons to stop me.
Can never know when does life take a turn and show u ahead whts instore for u..and today i heard from a friend of mine as to what really made her talk to me... and now that she has no reason to talk ... i am not sure how should i react .. like an adult i should i chuck it out .. or like a friend i should get upset as i am feeling now .. now i am not sure if feelings or lov is ever respected.. someone told me i write my fears out ... yes i do.. coz sometimes talking t yourself helps atleast u know .. that no one can cheat on u .. !!! Funny ?? Yes it is !!
Wish i could just laugh out and say what a fool i was!!!

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9 comments

  1. hi nishu.......the above thought r just the imprint of my thought...... Atleast to yourself u know what ur, what is killing u inside, what does it make u so weak?
    u know u r not a fool, but the best human being with a loving touching heart....
    GOD BLESS U.

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  2. Hey Sonie...

    Thanks for ur comment ... yes sometimes with the world out u feel lost.. i felt that ... i had to talk to someone about it , but if i told about this to anyone then they would just laugh at me .. which may be i cant take it...

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  3. Hi,
    Well, I can answer your question of "why me?". You know, god also has lots of questions but can not react himself to answer those questions. Hence, The god puts such questions infront of the most eligible person so that he can get the correct answer. We should appreciate his belief in us, that he has chosen us for his questions. Instead of asking "why me?", I always ask him, the almighty god, "why not me?"

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  4. feel the love started exhibiting the true of u..
    it always do that alone - which may make us to
    travel in an unknown and unsafe path - no assurance..

    but nvr allow anyother to intervene.. nvr do..
    just you and him alone - just face it..
    after some days - u may love and be playful..
    me sure..

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  5. Love is the only reality and it is not a mere sentiment. It is the ultimate truth that lies at the heart of creation.even i never understand Why pleanty of reasons to stop me.
    when i felt lost... i had to talk to someone about it ,i told about this to one she just laughed at me called a fool ,mad.. i could not take it. now i feel its better to call ourself a fool and laugh at it.Atleast to yourself u know what ur, what is killing u inside, what does it make u so weak?

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  6. Hi there ...

    not sure who you are but i will write something i feel tonight .. do read it when u get time and let me know if this is what you felt... ??

    Love
    Nitz

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  7. " Some flowers grow best in the Sun while others do well in Shade.
    Remember, we are put where we grow the best and accordingly we get people and situations to grow with”this quote answers why me.
    We all have different lessons to learn to grow.
    There is a perfect rhythm and balance in all the things in nature. At times things seem bad but when you look back you know there was a good reason why that happened. I feel when we accept what we have and where we are, the intense peace and power that we get enable us to overcome the toughest situation in life.

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  8. When a thing is funny, search it for a hidden truth.
    i feel fool when i think it wasnt his fault, it was mine for believing every word said and i still trust and love..it was true.may i took it granted When a thing is funny, search it for a hidden truth.

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  9. beauty matters when one cant read heart and listen to others..and sometimes laughing at ourself hurts when the person in front cant feel the pain.you need courage to make fun like that..atleast dont hurt and cheat yourself it becomes difficult to forgive ourself..

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