Finally Am I here before the year ends.. I know haven't been around for a while. Yeah Yeah I know my fault and can give no reasons for that .

Life has changed but it didnt take a effort to change me. For sometimes i still walk down the same lane thinking if we could meet accidentally some point, some where in that corner of life. And my heart pops up with a thought -" Do you ever wish the same ? " The answer is not unknown to me but still i am standing here gazing at the stars n hoping you would say YES .

We expect so much and it never ends. I tell myself more than a thousand times that- " I am and should be Happy " I have a beautiful life but some were i cant lie to myself that there is an emptiness inside me. This Emptiness kills me every moment i think of you walking away from me. I cant question you WHY and cant be without asking as well.

You were a friends to me.. Someone who knew everything about me, I am more heart broken when i think even knowing me you would still decide to walk away.

The only thing changed in me in all these years is that even knowing the truth my heartbeat skips a skip when i hear you name and dont let anyone know. Not sure if there would be a day when you will realize the pain i am going thru inside. The waves of emotions that takes place within my heart breaking me down into pieces every time.

Will you ?