Life & Love -- Alot to Learn from!!

Sometimes.. its cozy and warm to be away from crowd and celebrate each others company for life..

Yes it was the Valentine's night that we baled a cake together and celebrated of being with each other and still knowing each other more in depth.


Love
Nitz

Strangely unlike my other colleagues i go through Monday Blues pretty much in the opposite direction. Yes, I do wait for the time to tick at 2 PM fast, Wait for someone to gossip something new. then what is the difference.. hmm the big difference is colleagues get Monday Blues because off too much workload after a great relaxing weekend and for me no work even after a great weekend of complete rest and outing. Ha ha ha
After all the coffee breaks, recharge room rounds yet i am left with 4 hours to go....
And a thought within me pops up how lucky i am and these words were out aloud in my mind running thru towards my heart...

Some words aren't enough to pen down a emotion,
hours aren't enough to spend a life time,
happiness is what we all search for,
but sometimes searching a reason is also not enough.
For all i know i have been blessed,
sometimes that blessing also isn't enough,

The only Monday blues I have is with the fight between my heart and mind as always.. 

Hope you have a great day ahead...
Do Enjoy the latest Bollywood track from the upcoming movie " Agneepath "




Love,
Nitz

A thought that has been crawling inside me.. living every moment of life we make new relations, start to walk on new pathways.. new goals... new adventures. But have we realized with time the the charm and enthuse that we start with it begins to fade away & relationships here are no exceptions.

 Relations can be summarized in various categories starting from genuine to intimate. Usually if its a Intimate relationships,  Few cuddles with suprizes, etc can keep it going. but what about the relationship that is genuine for e.g between ur family? I belong a typical Rajasthani family where respect & prayer's is the first thing that is taught to the child. Me being the eldest i always longed for a bro who would be my best friend and person to take care of me. Strange that i feel longed for such a relationship were the world longs for intimate and other relations.

This is what made me think what an emotional fool i am, past few days i have felt a pinch inside me which i need to bring it out or it would eat me from inside, thinking how people change their priorities when they add new relations to their life. Here what it is that is running in me - I met someone while working for an MNC as days passed by... we started taking each other as close as a brother and sister would. Whatever we did or went through we would actually sit and talk on that ... laugh on things, it was like this all i wanted a sweet bro whom i thought would be my best friend and yet take care of me like a big B

Years passed and finally day came where he fell in love and started a new journey in his life. As always i wanted to see him settled and happy with this life.. but now as days passed we no more talk or even now sit and laugh on jokes that we used to crack before. Something i didnt expect it to happen, I am married too but i dont think i have ever done this to something who counted on me or even been close to me. Why do people change so soon and forget that they have other relations also which might be affecting.

Or is it that i am being stupid enough to think that i counted to a person who is just another colleague working at my office? I kept talking about this to my hubby and he said no more emotional relationships you are gonna have. I guess he is right - " NO MORE " Don't deserve to be hurt like this at least. I might even be over reacting but the difference i see now is way too much than i thought it would happen. Actually i think i am HURT of loosing someone so close to me.

Tear rolls down telling me stop thinking about it. Everyone has their own life and we are no special to them . the ugly reality.

Nitz

Sometimes words are enough to say it all
 Sometimes space in heart isnt enough to love it more
Although there is no limit or boundaries set
 tears are not enough to stop you from leaving

Life goes on pretty much the same
 people come and go,leaving a mark behind
Somtimes memories arent enough to fill the empty space
 Even Love isnt enough for insecurities to go..

Love,

Nitz

Does this bring a smile on your face???  It makes me wonder what it is to do with the word shopping and women.. It sure brings a bigg Smile on my face, every time i know that i am off  for shopping it makes me more active and chilled out. The excitement builds up more when women see the word " SALE " or " 50 % OFF "  Sometimes i have felt that this helps me like a therapy, which can help me calm and also get back in motion. 

After a hectic week for work, we get energized by walk taken on the roads looking for new stuff which is called window shopping. Ahhh.. i forget all the pains.. professional frustrations and fights. In Opp. Men hate to shop all i have seen is they got to a shop see one thing and just buy it they never compare with other places or look for something new. What a boring way to shop... LOL.. yeah yeah i know most of the men will have so many things to say on this part. Though this is the fact, For women shopping spree comes in all ages it doesn't only start when we are in teens or after getting married. 
  
      While we are young girls we love shopping with friends and checking out new girly stuff to impress everyone around us. New designs, Shoes, Stylish colourss.. it was a craze those times. Felt like a free bird .. to do anything and wear anything i wished not thinking if that was casuals or formals. 


For shopping Age Is No Bar, I am sure even in my 50's i would love to shop and spend a quality time looking at things for my own space. Yeah the only thing changes from a teen to married women shopping is that now she has more to shop for... he he he shop for the room, shop to keep the home more and more trendy going with the new designs. Shop for kids or sometimes for husband also.. then when we get time we shop for our-self... :P

Shopping has been the best therapy for many of us. when we have a fight usually he takes me out for shopping n then continued with dinner.. never understood why.. but when i sat and thought about it.. i saw that when i was upset or angry and am out for shopping i tend to normally come back to calm state and enjoy every moment of it. Forgetting the topic of the fight or things we were discussing etc..hence this makes me feel -  Women's are shopaholic and no matter what and there is a strong feeling that 90% of women will agree with me.


I enjoyed writing about something i love to do... Do you feel the same??

Do write to me.


Much Love 

Sitting on my desk on a usual Tuesday afternoon, after a long break from work and with a relaxed mind. Just a thought of my old friend crossed my mind while checking my emails and something unknown brought a smile on my face. Felt so good and nice, for a change.

I have never been a good in handling real time situations, a true fact of me .. always try running away from them or hide away. They have always been the negative aspect in my life, now that i have less number of people known to me i have tried to tackle and make sure i carry on my relationship with them with a pure heart and guts to face out anything that comes in between. May be thats y i have less number of people liking me coz i have never learnt to say NO or sometimes even tell them how i feel. Friends have always misunderstood me as for my this behavior. Strangely i always thought they were my friends... closed of all.
How tricky relationships can be nah?? you never get what you expect off.

That's why when i was thinking of a pal whom i met over the blog and been a yr now... knowing each other may be not completely but yet a strange connection.. seems like a something is always left out to know..

A smile comes from nowhere is always comforting. isn't it ?? Sometime also helps you relax after a stressful day or sobby feeling... Smile it can do wonders to a person.