Day was good .. was my Off today, Experimented by making new dish. The whole day passed away with the same thing, thought of what to blog today. Wasn't sure of the topic, felt clueless, you know as if something is missing and your not sure on what is that? I felt the same today, a emptiness, people made fun of me saying that i am blogger now and things like that. I was a little confused as to why people make fun of feelings, if they don't have any; why do they think that all this is crap, its like for this coming generation feelings, emotions have no role to play. Our So called generation X  LOL !!!

  While sitting besides my colleague today heard the most pathetic news. A Kid of 12 was sexually molested for almost about 1 1/2 years by her cousin, his friends, and neighbours. GOD !!! are you seeing all this and still keeping quite, that small kid of 10 years did she ever knew what was happening around her. They say GOD lives within ALL of US !!1 is that so? when a budding heart goes through this terrible time is the GOD in us witnessing all that ans still keep quite. It shook us more when it was written that her cousin started all this. A family memeber  WOW  what more can you expect from the word family, relationships ????

  Did that guy have a devil in him that he didnt knew what he was doing? Were the neighbours blind folded by LUST that they didnt realize that they are spoiling a young heart that was just stepping in the outer world.. Shocking but these things happen in every part of the world called Sexual Exploitation, Abuse and we say god lives within us... huh i just laughed out thinking this ..did they know what the baby went through? will she ever now trust her brothers n people living with her? will she get the respect she is supposed to? these were the questions in mind when i thought of it. It strange, in a world were you can get all this as you have women who are ready then Y that small child ??? I remember when i was on facebook and chatting with one of my friend i saw a comment from a friend who spoke about childern in her neighbour who were abused and expolited by their mother. I was merely shocked and then spoke to her and she explained the situation and told me that she is fighting for those kids to go back to their dad and get away from all this. Some good people are still alive in this MEAN world.

  Today's news about Sandra's cheating husband, whats going on? Its insane; people are truely got themselves into this glam and comfort zone were they can do anything and they know nothing can stop them, Coz they have power and excuses. Isn't all this strange and they can GOD lives in usi guess it should revised as Devils in all of us. As i am sure GOD would never want to see, hear, do these kinda unhuman things !!!

  I am actually lost in all these & there are certain things which i cant get rid off, its painful to see something happening like this everyday and comes in the first page of the newspaper. Will all this ever stop? Will there be fullstop and people will understand and react with their sense? Its difficult to say -" Hope is to remain positive when going gets tough, hope is seeking more when others think u had enough"

Love and Life are so different.. Love is like a your own world were there is Fun, Contentment , Feeling of Being Loved. Away from all these like a fairy tale, may be a AVARTAR world of your own. wouldn't that be cool wow i can imagine... that tree and lights in the plants... flying high as the whole world is our's. Amazing feeling isn't hmmm i know ...