Life & Love -- Alot to Learn from!!

Family - How important is this word in our life? How many of us realize the duties towards this simple word?



Simple yet a very strong bond lies in this word for us.  Even without us realizing it, we are bond within the beautiful relations called FAMILY. 

Surprisingly early morning while sitting in the office and busy trying to complete my work as soon as possible as always. Something crossed my mind and I picked up my Cellphone typing a Sorry Note to a dear friend of mine. No reason but i felt a bit uncomfortable and  decided to SEND the message, Just hoping that he would understand my situation and be as good friends as we were... 


We are so busy making money and trying to get things right in our life that we always ignore the best of things and never get a chance to regret as well. " Friends " how important they are in our life's?? Do we make sure that we don't take for granted knowing that they will always come back to us??


Ask me what it feels like when you dont have any around you to talk or share those tiny winy talks. 


Sometimes i feel left out and alone thats when i realize how important is to cherish all the small moments in life. Time doesn't turn and nor those moments.


A small " SORRY " note and few SMS exchange blew away all the misunderstandings and hoping for a good start of a sweet relationship... I just wish i had or people who did hurt me realize this and try to make up for what happened and try not letting down one another's feelings. 

Feeling lite with no burden on my heart and disturbing thoughts.. So people jus try to give importance to each and every relationship you have no matter what .. We all know a very famous saying - The one who stands with you when your no one is your greatest friend and biggest well wisher when your on top of the cloud.  


Thanks Friend !!


Love
Nitz

Sometimes.. its cozy and warm to be away from crowd and celebrate each others company for life..

Yes it was the Valentine's night that we baled a cake together and celebrated of being with each other and still knowing each other more in depth.


Love
Nitz

Strangely unlike my other colleagues i go through Monday Blues pretty much in the opposite direction. Yes, I do wait for the time to tick at 2 PM fast, Wait for someone to gossip something new. then what is the difference.. hmm the big difference is colleagues get Monday Blues because off too much workload after a great relaxing weekend and for me no work even after a great weekend of complete rest and outing. Ha ha ha
After all the coffee breaks, recharge room rounds yet i am left with 4 hours to go....
And a thought within me pops up how lucky i am and these words were out aloud in my mind running thru towards my heart...

Some words aren't enough to pen down a emotion,
hours aren't enough to spend a life time,
happiness is what we all search for,
but sometimes searching a reason is also not enough.
For all i know i have been blessed,
sometimes that blessing also isn't enough,

The only Monday blues I have is with the fight between my heart and mind as always.. 

Hope you have a great day ahead...
Do Enjoy the latest Bollywood track from the upcoming movie " Agneepath "




Love,
Nitz

A thought that has been crawling inside me.. living every moment of life we make new relations, start to walk on new pathways.. new goals... new adventures. But have we realized with time the the charm and enthuse that we start with it begins to fade away & relationships here are no exceptions.

 Relations can be summarized in various categories starting from genuine to intimate. Usually if its a Intimate relationships,  Few cuddles with suprizes, etc can keep it going. but what about the relationship that is genuine for e.g between ur family? I belong a typical Rajasthani family where respect & prayer's is the first thing that is taught to the child. Me being the eldest i always longed for a bro who would be my best friend and person to take care of me. Strange that i feel longed for such a relationship were the world longs for intimate and other relations.

This is what made me think what an emotional fool i am, past few days i have felt a pinch inside me which i need to bring it out or it would eat me from inside, thinking how people change their priorities when they add new relations to their life. Here what it is that is running in me - I met someone while working for an MNC as days passed by... we started taking each other as close as a brother and sister would. Whatever we did or went through we would actually sit and talk on that ... laugh on things, it was like this all i wanted a sweet bro whom i thought would be my best friend and yet take care of me like a big B

Years passed and finally day came where he fell in love and started a new journey in his life. As always i wanted to see him settled and happy with this life.. but now as days passed we no more talk or even now sit and laugh on jokes that we used to crack before. Something i didnt expect it to happen, I am married too but i dont think i have ever done this to something who counted on me or even been close to me. Why do people change so soon and forget that they have other relations also which might be affecting.

Or is it that i am being stupid enough to think that i counted to a person who is just another colleague working at my office? I kept talking about this to my hubby and he said no more emotional relationships you are gonna have. I guess he is right - " NO MORE " Don't deserve to be hurt like this at least. I might even be over reacting but the difference i see now is way too much than i thought it would happen. Actually i think i am HURT of loosing someone so close to me.

Tear rolls down telling me stop thinking about it. Everyone has their own life and we are no special to them . the ugly reality.

Nitz