Kuch Dil ki Baatein - Straight from Heart
8:19 AMAjeeb es dil ki halath hai aj kya kahe,
Thame rakha hai es pyaar ko es kadar humne,
Muddathon ke baad ehsaas hua zindagi jeena hai kya kahe,
Jab jeena shuru kiya dil se unhe jane diya humne....
Pyaar ko thame nahi rakh payengay hum bhi kya kahe,
Bada mushkhil hai unhe rokna yeh jana humne,
Hokar bhi humare nahi huye humare kya kahe,
Baarish hai aj aansuo ki es dil mein chupaye humne....
Somethings are better left unspoken and sometimes unsaid... should i say that i am trying the same ... i wrote about Love, Life, Misunderstanding, Forget n forgive , but couldn't write something called " Missing you " which i cant express and a thought itself wets my eyes ...
How difficult it feels to let go someone from your life? Someone who came for a short period but that period felt like years together of relationship, and left like nothing existed. HUH feel like being a fool now, How could I let it go just like that ? Something i wanted to stay forever and now i have to let it go just like that, But LET IT GO that is the most difficult thing for me now...
Smile over my face like a mask that i didn't wanna continue wearing .. sadness and tears which i never wanted it to flow out.. but between all this there is also a thought rather a question on my mind - Do you feel the same for me, are you afraid and sad of LOOSING me? Are you ? Because to be honest i am and i can say that aloud I AM afraid and yes sad that i am Loosing you, Being away from you in 2 days has made me Crazy .. filled my mind with stupid thoughts.. jumped in the ocean of sadness. I wanted to see a beautiful tomorrow for you and me ... A FRIENDSHIP so matured and blossomed by time.
Love - Its not that easy to forget which i know and being very practical i need to let this feeling get off me some how otherwise it would make life's miserable and unbearable. I have made my MIND but wht about this Stupid HEART .. it doesn't want to believe that what happened is true !!! how do i make it understand ? Life is not that complicated but this tie between heart n mind makes it complicated sometimes. I know it sounds so damn like a movie dialog right now.. anyways life must carry on and there are responsibilities i need to take care of.. but i am sure there wouldn't be a day which will go without ur thought's , miss what we spoke , those stupid jokes from you and songs that you sung for me .. will always MISS the feeling of being SPECIAL for you.. things which i have said to you before - I SHALL WAIT .. i sure shall and i know u will return .. return for US.... just waiting and holding on to my HEART for now.
Love,
Nitz
9 comments
thanks for sharing thes feelings..
ReplyDeleteya its difficult to understand about love and life.when it comes to love.i would like to share this song.. few lines.. Khushiya.n aur ghum sehte hai
phir bhi ye chup rehati hai,
abtak kisi ne na jaana,
zindagi kya kehti hai
Apni khabhi to khabhi ajanebi,
Aasoo.n khabhi to khabhi hai hasi.n,
Darr ya khabhi to khabhi tishnegi lageti hai ye to,
Khamoshiyo.n ki dheemee sada hai,
ye zindagi to rab ki duaa hai,
chud ke kisi ne isko dekha khabhi na,
ehsaas ki hai khushbhoo mehki hawa hai
Mann se kaho tum,
Mann ki suno tum,
Mann meet koi Mann ka suno tum,
Kuch bhi kahegi duniya,
Duniya ki chudo.
Palko mei.n sajaake jhilmil,
sapane bano.n tum
i hope u like it..
hmm nice one.i like "will always MISS the feeling of being SPECIAL for you"
ReplyDeleteWaiting hurts. Forgetting hurts. But not knowing which decision to take is the worst of suffering.dil to pagal hai..sometimes this may too happen one may return but cant express.so better to take life as it comes.
Sameer... thanks for the song .. i have laernt different emotions in LOVE n LIFE... i know its not that big a deal in todays world but DIL HAI KI MAAN THA NAHI ... i still belive in fair tale love stories i guess... n thts y get hurt most of the time
ReplyDeleteHi Anonymous: Sorry i dont see ur name to call u with that ...
ReplyDeleteYes Waiting Hurts alot ... it makes u go crazy as ur mind doesnt rest with one thought... and i taking life as it comes.. but emotions we need to burst them somewere hence for me its wht i write ... is wht i feel and it comes out ...
ya its not a big deal:)
ReplyDeleteDIL HAI KI MAAN THA NAHI its just like a innocent kid.
i think life is always waiting for the right moment to act.its better not trying to understand and be emotionless.
ReplyDeleteSameer
ReplyDeleteI always try not to be emotional but yaar sometimes well everytime it takes the toll on me and see this happens...
very nice.............full of feelings. jst be positive... m sure this is nt the end.......!! all the best
ReplyDeleteU all r very good.
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