An Emptiness
1:19 PMAn Emptiness Today That I Felt:
Today after 10 days of being away from the routine returned back HOME. But there is an Emptiness that i felt rather that i am feeling , not sure y? In these 10 days i did understand something about the one i LOVE the most, not sure if they that person did too.. We spoke everyday, each day passed by and i felt more vulnerable about it, How can the one just speak what i think? We always thought that we mirror each other but strange how can we? Ha Ha am i sounding a FOOL now ... Can be coz i feel i am going a bit Crazy!!
While Traveling back home so many thing on my mind of WHAT am i DOING? and you know i found this on Facebook and i guess i relate to this -
"There comes a point when you just Love someone. Not because they're good, or bad, or anything really. You just love them. It doesn't mean you'll be together forever. It doesn't mean you won't hurt each other. It just mean you Love them. Sometimes in spite of who they are, and sometimes because of who they are. And you know that they Love you, sometimes because of who you are, and sometimes in spite of it"
Everyone i met till now told me that LOVE is DIMINISHING from this world, but they dont see the fact that is the only emotion that keeps everyone alive. We have so many debates on this LOVE but do we actually mean everything that we say? Life is interesting as it teaches so many emotions and roles to play and tangle it up for US.
LOVE is not always bounded between couples, friends, or something that we can name it. There are so many relationships which does not have any name but still exist within our lifes. Sometimes these relations are more comforting than the ones have names attached to it. Does LOVE have any boundaries? any AGE ? something definite that we can manage to understand it ? I guess i am still searching for it, As my sun sign says - I Crave for more n more LOVE lolzz... Do i ? Not sure of the answer as of yet. Hmmm !!!
Being with the person gives a sense of being alive, loved , but sometimes as the picture says if they cant understand the SILENCE then understanding me is DIFFICULT... we get so confused or rather confuse ourselfs into this situation were we make our own perceptions and assume things.
You made me believe in myself , made me realize i need to carry on , but i know i can never tell you wht u mean to me ever. I know there is no name for this , i know i can only walk with your shadow and talk to you when there is DARKNESS. Sometimes i fail to make you understand what is it going on ? Something precious that i dont want to loose, someone close that i dont wanna go far away. There seems to be no reason why shouldnt i belong to you.. but there are millions of reasons why do we have to be away...
There is a Emptiness which fails to get fulfilled everytime i have to say " Good Bye " i can only wish u understood the sadness that lies behind this word. but no matter what we would still be together forever as 2 different people but with something in common ...
Life carries on with this on my mind and sure there will be a day you would come back with open heart and accept that you felt the same for me. If NOT its still okay as its always good to talk your heart and dont expect anything in return.
Thanks for listening everyone !!!!
Sorry for boring you again :-@
Love,
Nitz
9 comments
ho..
ReplyDeleteanother love(ly) article..
we use to carry a person in our heart for the whole of our life - even they themselves nvr aware of that..
just love them and love as mad - whatever happens around u.. that too without any purpose means - LOVE IS AN OCEAN..
just enjoyed the feel of ur writing..
Hey Arvind ....
ReplyDeleteLove something i am still discovering !!!
i write what comes in my mind thts all ... well thanks for reading it
Hey Nishu...
ReplyDeleteI not being an Expert On Litrature nor On Love... Wish to ONLY Say...
What ever U Have written HAs Come Out as if Pouring Right Out from The Heart....
A Heart .. who is Confused..
A heart who is Craving for LOVE..
A Heart who dont want To Lose Anything MORE..
A Heart who Wants MORE & More
A Heart who Is Insecure...
And Last
A Heart... WHO IS READY TO LET GO..
The Best I Loved In This was the Feeling Of True LOVE Ready To LET Go & Set Free...
Very few People CAN EVEN THINK Of This..
Keep Up The Great work Nishu...
God Bless
Keep Smiling & Keep LOVING
Jaatin
Hearts Are always Confusing , Craving , and scared of loosing ones whom u love the most ...
ReplyDeletesometimes i tend to lean on them ... but i guess finally i realize that i need to let go things and find a way out to control as to what i feel or do...
I decided to let it go ... coz holding it up was a feeling of stupidity, cant be with this feeling ...
i love the way you express the feelings...that silence, emptiness and love.. You love them coz of LOVE and nothing else..
ReplyDeleteits awesome.never lose your loved one for any reason.
ReplyDeleteLove is blind -- marriage is the eye-opener.
Hey Anonymous ... thankd for the comments ... yes i love them coz of love n nothing else ...
ReplyDeletevalue of relation is not how much one feels happy with a person ,but it is the emptiness that one feels without that person.
ReplyDeleteyes i did feel and i guess i still feel that some were .. but soomtimes juz want tht to be in my heart n not let it outside ...
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