Life & Love -- Alot to Learn from!!

I am waiting for someone who will never come
The smiles that i shared , tears that rolled out,
Why Blow of a wind that slowly tells me that you would return,
Return to where you belong, to where your love is,
I am waiting for someone who will never come,
Ask my heart to stop beating for you,
Let me loose so that i can fly again and feel your presence,
Let me run away from your memories,
I am still waiting for someone who will never come,
Why do i still wait when we know he wouldn't come back,
he answer to this is - I DON'T KNOW WHY , But i do !!!
Eyes doesn't stop looking at the door & ears for your voice,
I am waiting for someone who has to come,
I am waiting for someone who has to come for me & only me...

For Someone i waited all these years long,
Found in a place were i used to post few song,
Couldn't believe my heart beats with it along,
someone who shared smiles and made everyone Smile,
The one who cared of what i felt so long,
Touched my heart with his innocent words & thoughts,
One who promised to hold me and walk by me ,
One who just wanted me to smile & he smiled along,
Was i alone for this reason all these years long,
He wrote a beautiful song for me which was long,
But every word came from his heart along,
Could feel him in every word and was so pure,
A feeling that i never felt for this long,
You Made me feel special You made me feel important,
for all that you told me today i couldn't say BYE along.

The Word called " TRUST " How important it becomes for us to abide by this? Sometimes our own world revolves around this word. Funny yet true ... !!!!

Someone asked me to put my views on it ... and i kept thinking as to what should i write ? I have once broken the TRUST of someone close to my life and i know how it feels to be with that feeling .. We all some were in our life break this word into pieces and don't realize it; Until we face or feel the same. Its not easy to always be truthful with TRUST... with life's twist n turns we always play with it. 

Does that mean we don't care ? Does that mean we eternally breaking down someone ?

The Person who asked me - " What if a Friend uses the word TRUST ME while they know it doesn't matter at all... ? "

Answer to that - when a friend say's you TRUST me then just trust them coz all that they are trying to do is to make you feel comfortable and tension free... that mean they care for you and cant see you loosing hope .. on something which is bothering you ... Friends ; they are the most valuable gift you can posses. A Person who wouldn't bother what is the outcome but be with you and walk besides you forever and life long. Trust me - they are !! 

TRUST - why do we blindly have faith in someone? why dont we think before we go ahead and Trust them...? Why does faith takes a different look called TRUST? Questions are so many but when we try to answer them only thing comes in our mind and directly it connects to your heart and we say DUNNO KNOW WHY  ... We all go through this atleast once in life time. But do we stop Trusting people around us? we still somtimes blindly TRUST them and the cycle goes on... Love, Trust, Hope, Thoughts, care these are all a part of life which makes our life the most happening or the most miserable one to live with.

They Asked me - What if someone you Love says  " TRUST me I love you "? let me ask you how far can you be without trusting the other person whom you love, the one you want to live with, can you stop yourself from trusting them, even being hurt before?

Aj dhadkan fir kisi ko yaad karke tez huye,
Ankhen fir jhuki yun kisi ke intezar karte huye,
Aakhir kyu nahi tham thi yeh lo jo humare dil se shuru huye,
Kyu meherbaan woh humare pyar pe nahi huye..

Relationships are all binded with these elements .. how far we want to run away that close it gets to us. It becomes impossible for us to be without going by that word " TRUST "  hence dont rush into anything any relationship let it be... you need to think once and make sure you dont regret it later about failure but at the same time celebrate the success , as the time that's gone will never come back...
I have tried enough of trusting People who mattered to me in my life... but i guess always got stabbed because somewere i unknowingly broke someone's TRUST. How , when , where nobody knows but we as human's are bound to fall into it without any reasons... coz sometimes we forget to think from our heads and connect it straight to the heart.
So dont stop yourself from Trusting the one you want to , and when you do .. dont expect much in return as well.. Sometimes taking chances are good in life ...

Let me know what you feel about this , any suggestions or opinions are welcome ...

Love
Nitz

Here I am
Life that leads to a unknown destination
Road that i walked have come miles away
Smiles that i shared have just faded away
Here I am
Nothing left now or forever for me to believe in
Words that you spoke, promises that we made
Everything seems to have blown away
With just emptiness filled inside me all the way
Here I am
Here I am waiting for you to come back
Here I am thinking of you all night long
Here I am Darling Here I am Just for you....
Journey seems to be never ending when we walk alone
Desires and Dreams seems to be pointless
Happiness doesnt come towards you when you want it
Putting my hand towards to you for it to be holded again..
Here I am
Here I am waiting for you to come back
Here I am thinking of you all night long
Here I am Darling Here I am Just for you....