Life & Love -- Alot to Learn from!!

Letter's Of my fear and questions to you,
Never knew how and when to show it to you,
Here I am with all my Luv in front of you,
Sure you would feel what a Fool is standing in front of you...

Why didnt i have the courage to follow you,
Why didnt i tell you that I am head over heals for you,
Every tear and smile reminds me how happy I was with you,
Sure you would feel what a Fool is standing in front of you...

For the roads that apart us knowing it wont lead to YOU,
The time that spent was so pure and true with you,
Am i gonna wait for the time to turn towards you,
And let you know what i felt or feel was so true,

Luv is not a emotion nor mere sentiment to prove,
Our Luv would remain the same forever and true,
This is me writing a letter with my fear n luv to you,
As its true now would remain even after years Just for you,
Sure you would feel what a Fool is standing in front of you...

Not sure why ? When n how people change? feelings n relationship change? I am not even sure if i should write it here?? But i have to .. just felt today how lonely i am ...what a fool i am ?? all this while i thought i had someone atleast to talk or share.. but in my thoughts i forgot that everyone have their life and no one have time for this stupid thoughts... so many questions in my head asking as to WHY ? Why ME? how much ever ur wrapped with the society n its rules .. how ever u smile to show ur happy its not enough. Atleast to yourself u know what ur, what is killing u inside, what does it make u so weak? I knew all the reasons but could never walk a step ahead for the solution Why pleanty of reasons to stop me.
Can never know when does life take a turn and show u ahead whts instore for u..and today i heard from a friend of mine as to what really made her talk to me... and now that she has no reason to talk ... i am not sure how should i react .. like an adult i should i chuck it out .. or like a friend i should get upset as i am feeling now .. now i am not sure if feelings or lov is ever respected.. someone told me i write my fears out ... yes i do.. coz sometimes talking t yourself helps atleast u know .. that no one can cheat on u .. !!! Funny ?? Yes it is !!
Wish i could just laugh out and say what a fool i was!!!

What does a Beauty hold in life?
Does that give a reason to be happy?
What is existence of a Beauty within a Human?
What does a Beauty hold in life?

So many questions arise in mind,
When i see you just going away from me,
Leaving the rest of the world,
I am left out to fight within me,

Did you ever how does it hurt me,
When u walk away and ignore me,
Did you ever know what i felt,
Felt when i heard ppl around talking of U n ME...

What if i am a few extra pounds,
Crazy to look at?
Didnt you ever read my heart,
But i guess feelings never mattered if u look at it,

Does Beauty take over once life,
It did take over mine ,
No matter how hard i try i fail,
Coz the beauty within me fails,

A strange topic for me to write on, but something made me write as i had few thoughts in my head which actually wanted to be jotted down on this page....


"While having breakfast with my colleagues spoke about our old DAYS in School & felt how beautiful those days were & what importance was give for this day, White n white uniform, 2 Plats, holding tri-color FLAG, seriousness while flag hosting n then singing "Jana Gana" that was the INDEPENDENCE DAY "A Very Happy Independence Day to you all " Saluting the lives of everyone because of whom i sleep a good night sleep ..."

Today while driving towards office i saw a man who fell from his scooter and there came 10 other men to help him.. for a sec i smiled.. not because of the man.. but a thought which instantly crossed my mind.. One of my friend always kept telling me that if a female falls everyone in the near by would to help her and if a man or a boy falls down nobody would bother... just wanted to stand for a mint. and click the picture and show it to my friends saying that People are changing , its not what you hear from others is always true ...Its INDIA .. Yahan Kuch bhi ho sakta hai .. ha ha ha .. 


Today is Ganesh Chaturthi and Eid together a day to remember .. we all wished each other ... and celebrating it together , who says we dont have UNITY in INDIA see us today .. here is an example. Actually felt happy to write this ... 


Love 
Nitz

 

Mushikavaahana modaka hastha,
Chaamara karna vilambitha sutra,
Vaamana rupa maheshwara putra,
Vighna vinaayaka paada namasthe...

MEANING: "O Lord Vinayaka! the remover of all obstacles, the son of Lord Shiva, with a form which is very short, with mouse as Thy vehicle, with sweet pudding in hand, with wide ears and long han...ging trunk, I prostrate at Thy lotus-like Feet!" 

Ganapati Bappa Moriya..... A Very Happy Ganesh Chatruthi to Everyone !!!
Stay Blessed always and may this year coming ahead brings loads of joy,peace,wealth, health,love in everyone's life....

Love,

Nitz

 

Assalaamu'alaykum wa rahmatullah wa barakatuh - May God's peace and blessings be upon you...

Wishing you a very Happy Eid Mubarak.May your year ahead continue to be filled with a healthy, wealthy, and prosperity life, and May you have a Joyous and Spirited Eid Mubarak (Blessings) day with all your dear ones, including p...eople of all faiths and humanity, filled with Love, Peace, and Happiness .... Ameen !!

To all my friends who are celebrating this day... Not sure how else to wish ...

“Strangers are exciting, their mystery never ends. They are friends we haven't yet met.”


How true it is when they say STRANGERS are the FRIENDS we haven't met yet...


I am also looking forward for that Stranger to be a Friend i Haven't Met Yet...