Life & Love -- Alot to Learn from!!

Amazed !! Huh  i was also when i got up this morning i had a smile on my face i guess this should be after years, i felt different in all the ways. A fresh " Nita " this felt so good i cant express in words. Have you ever felt like a new day when u open your eye's? I am sure few sould will say - " OH God!! another day to office " No Comments i used to say that as well. But that changed, i love what i am doing and i am sure i will grow and learn new thigs at my own pace. See this is what i was telling you  - "A New ME" Thanks Niku !!

 Nikhil , a companion who came in my life as a stranger in 2004. we have been friends till date and pray god we cherish this every moment of our lifes. I am sure we all should have friends like this who are with you without expecting anything in return from you.. and also be with you in the time of need. I am happy i have that someone. Somtimes i think a part that was missing was in my life was you "Niku".

I made a point of quiting rice for sometime and start things new again may be try taking time for walk n stuff. hmm i forgot that i should take care of myself ..Ha Ha Ha Guess its time to make a TO DO List in my Life .. LOL never thought of this though :-P Its strange as to why i have a smile when i ride my sweet activa to office .. its been twice and i have felt both the times i was happy and smiling all day long.. Have you ever felt about anything that you do made you happy over n over again?? I have another weird habit i love to change the background of this blog very often. I feel it should look more happening shouldn't it?

Its Sunday today and the whole world is relaxing, no complains me too in the office rather :-P " SUNDAY " - Universal means a day to relax. Ha Ha Ha Ha it actually makes no diferenece if you work on Sunday and get a Weekday off , still you feel bad that your working on a SUNDAY  LOL !!! Human Thinking, Ahh!!  i am laughing out loud. Sundays i relax in the office with not much work and spend sometime with myself. AH this is life !! What's your take on working a Sunday?

My Companion on Sunday work is Sunil, Brother who sits right besides me and helps me decide what food to eat and were?? we both jel well with each other hence have loads of fun when we together.. I guess a Elder brother to me sometimes .. I love him for that .. i guess i have got all my relation's importance from strangers only. I hope he also takes me as a Sis. My life is surrounded only by them and yes this makes it complete. Hence working on Sunday with brother besides you is not so bad !! but always a new venture.

Love

Nita

Zindagi Ek safar...

Ek rasatha jis par chal pade hum,

tanhayen jahan sath hai humare,

rishtey ke bandhan mein aise bandey hain hum,

manzil ke talash mein chal pade is safar mein hum,


ajanane, bekhabar duniya se lad pade hum,

kahi khushi mila tho kahi dhoke mein rahin hum,

kisiko muskurahat tho kisko dard de gaye hum,

Pyar hi manzil thi humari yeh bhul gaye the hum....



A walk with Life:


Yesterday seems like a dream, present seems unknown,

Someone called LIFE walked along with me today,

Holding my hand in hand gave me a sense of confessions unknown,


Life asked me if i am HAPPY? I replied -"Yes I AM"

with a smile on face we walked miles away

Silence between us as we walk by

quesions in my thoughts, fear in my heart, smile on my face,

empty roads ahead n emptiness besides us as we walk by,

A tear rolled out of my eyes; which i didnt realize,


Life stopped and asked again - If i am HAPPY?

This time there was no answer at all,

A drop of TEAR said it all,

And we still kept walking miles away...
 
 

                                           Have You ???

Have you ever loved someone so deeply?

Have you ever looked into his eyes and seen his heart?

Have you ever wished just to hold him, not utter a word, and find him in this silence?

Have you ever thrilled at the possibility to lose him?

Have you ever found the life with him?

Have you noticed the sparkling stars with him?

Have you ever felt utterly nothing without HIM?

Some say this is LIFE, for few its pure Love. What's your take on this? Is this Love or Life for you...

       Day was good .. was my Off today, Experimented by making new dish. The whole day passed away with the same thing, thought of what to blog today. Wasn't sure of the topic, felt clueless, you know as if something is missing and your not sure on what is that? I felt the same today, a emptiness, people made fun of me saying that i am blogger now and things like that. I was a little confused as to why people make fun of feelings, if they don't have any; why do they think that all this is crap, its like for this coming generation feelings, emotions have no role to play. Our So called generation X  LOL !!!

  While sitting besides my colleague today heard the most pathetic news. A Kid of 12 was sexually molested for almost about 1 1/2 years by her cousin, his friends, and neighbours. GOD !!! are you seeing all this and still keeping quite, that small kid of 10 years did she ever knew what was happening around her. They say GOD lives within ALL of US !!1 is that so? when a budding heart goes through this terrible time is the GOD in us witnessing all that ans still keep quite. It shook us more when it was written that her cousin started all this. A family memeber  WOW  what more can you expect from the word family, relationships ????

  Did that guy have a devil in him that he didnt knew what he was doing? Were the neighbours blind folded by LUST that they didnt realize that they are spoiling a young heart that was just stepping in the outer world.. Shocking but these things happen in every part of the world called Sexual Exploitation, Abuse and we say god lives within us... huh i just laughed out thinking this ..did they know what the baby went through? will she ever now trust her brothers n people living with her? will she get the respect she is supposed to? these were the questions in mind when i thought of it. It strange, in a world were you can get all this as you have women who are ready then Y that small child ??? I remember when i was on facebook and chatting with one of my friend i saw a comment from a friend who spoke about childern in her neighbour who were abused and expolited by their mother. I was merely shocked and then spoke to her and she explained the situation and told me that she is fighting for those kids to go back to their dad and get away from all this. Some good people are still alive in this MEAN world.

  Today's news about Sandra's cheating husband, whats going on? Its insane; people are truely got themselves into this glam and comfort zone were they can do anything and they know nothing can stop them, Coz they have power and excuses. Isn't all this strange and they can GOD lives in usi guess it should revised as Devils in all of us. As i am sure GOD would never want to see, hear, do these kinda unhuman things !!!

  I am actually lost in all these & there are certain things which i cant get rid off, its painful to see something happening like this everyday and comes in the first page of the newspaper. Will all this ever stop? Will there be fullstop and people will understand and react with their sense? Its difficult to say -" Hope is to remain positive when going gets tough, hope is seeking more when others think u had enough"

Love and Life are so different.. Love is like a your own world were there is Fun, Contentment , Feeling of Being Loved. Away from all these like a fairy tale, may be a AVARTAR world of your own. wouldn't that be cool wow i can imagine... that tree and lights in the plants... flying high as the whole world is our's. Amazing feeling isn't hmmm i know ...


Life would have been amazing if we had that option ... a world like AVATAR on the other hand world of this gener X. What would you choose if you were given a option to?

        Something that i felt today is a mix of emotions, i didnt get a perfect word for it but thought i should try and write it out. Everytime i go through this i start feeling that may be i do give the F to the world and thats why i have to go through this..


       There have been times in the past were i knew i was a fool who never relaized what an outer world is? Were people disguise themselves in such i way that i could have imagined them to be. World around me was so different when i stepped out of my house, here i still cant see who is what and why? Words like Friends, Trust, Support etc doesnt exsist. Why is that? I can understand if one in the odds is like that but, everyone till date have been with that mentality that i have known. Its SAD that now we can never trust the person sitting besides us or even those who come out saying that they are your friends.
   
       Competition to beat others, Money, etc.. thinking what could be the reason? Or just to put down someone and make them feel BAD. I have no idea and i guess that is why i am looking for the answers. Nobody is born intelligent, except few who have made a mark in this world and few are still making..but did also do the same thing ..or did they go through the same emotions once in their life. Its Strange is it not as how people use others for their good and then dont turn back to realize what they have done??


       These things are in my mind once i started working in corporates. Realized it that it happens more often and in day to day life. Hubby did tell me to F the world and to carry on with life, but i know thats were the problem lies i can give F to the world but i wouldn't be able to do with someone in my life. I have never been jealous or FKED anyones happiness. I have tried to work hard and get something out of it, and trust me everytime i come empty handed coz someone else stamped on me and went ahead. They need to realize that if they point one finger the rest of the 4 are towards them HUH !!! My work life has never been exciting or encouraging but i have to go on and on to keep the routine.


Will Continue this Soon .. :-)


Love,
Nita
    

Early Morning walk is not possible ... But i guess today was my day were i drove my bike (activa) to office. Man it was awesome ride... Cold winds touching you, light music in your ears, empty roads what a ride it was!!!!


Day started the the office Cab moved out and i had no option rather coming on my ride.. Mukul was a little tensed but didnt let me know and got my license and other books ..But truely it was a good exprience to come out in the early morning when the roads are empty , and listening to the kishore & rafi sahaab. that was wonderful.. it made my day. Yup i was late by 15 mints but i guess once in a while its okay, i have been on time and doing alot of work. Guess i needed a break. 


I always wished i had a harley or similar bike were i can go for bike trips like my brother.. enjoy the nature and cutting through the winds.. how wonderful it could be... but i guess that day will also come soon. A ride to OOTY or a hilly were you feel the dew drops on to your skin, Cold wind blows you off, a group of people who also have the same passion. that trip would be the best one.

What do you think is the right place for bike trip from bangalore? Have you ever gone for a trip like that ? If yes, please feel free to share your exprience.

Love,
Nita

                   
                            One Of My Passion  "Cooking"

 Something that i have been passionate about... My Cooking.. I am sure most of them who know me will agree with me. I don't remember when i have ever learn't cooking when i was living with mom, still i have the same passion as she does. Kitchen is the place were i can spend most of my hours in trying to get a new dish and serve over.
Times when i spent alot of time cooking hmm.. Thinking over it ... yeah lets see it one by one. 

• When i am bored to death .. Nothing to do, no one to chat with, nothing to cry about LOL :-)
• Mukul gives me ideas , or we decide to cook together... (this happens very rare though)
• Yes , not forgetting when i am all over upset again :-(
• Sunil or pawan are at home and they want to have food at my place. 

   The above pic was taken when i first tried something i love and its first on my food list. Spagetti with Arabitta sauce the best pasta in the world, hence thought the one i love so much i should try making it as well. Hence this is what the outcome was .. Awesome !!! Loads of cheese, tomato sauce ... man that was heavenly walk .... making this was a cake walk.
  I would love to try new stuff anything in Vegetarian, i know i can cook.. i am not sure why i love it so much? But for sure this makes me feel good sometimes. so how many of you love spending your time in kitchen trying new stuff , experimenting taste, just like me HUH??


Please feel free to leave your comments.


Love,
Nita 


Will see you all alot more here after ... with things i go through, My experiences, Thoughts, beliefs etc.. Love you all :-)

Love !! Such a STUPID word sometimes..

This makes you cry and sometimes makes u smile,
For some its a fun, for someits their life wrapped around with.

Love !! Such a STUPID word sometimes...

It's an Instense feeling of being one soul, for some its a just a word to get hold of a person,
This one word can do wonders to millions of hearts, This word can also kill millions when its used as a weapon...

Love !! Such a STUPID word sometimes..


                          Never give up when you still feel you can take it.
                         Never say you don't love a person when you can't let go..
 
Love,
Nita