Life & Love -- Alot to Learn from!!

Some stories and talks are better left untold and unfinished for they have already made their mark on our lives. Few with some good memories that someday you would just sit with a cup of coffee and think about it and smile and some that will bring you tears but some leave you with a hope that someday ..

People may come and go in our lives but ones who leave, we always hope that they return one day realizing what we did and were for them. Don't we ? Why ? Lets just leave them behind and move on coz if they knew the worth they wouldn't have left at the first place. So i guess leaving some Unfinished Stories are only going to make our life's better.

Whats your thoughts on this?

Love,
Nitz

I stood so close to your car And yet we were so far ...
I teared again, not for you
but for the moments that flashed
the holding of hands
the contact of eyes
the love we cherished everytime

I gave you my all
and hoped for you to stay
but there was nothing much i could do
watching you walk away

it broke me in bits and pieces
and shattered my soul
for once i felt it was LOVE
and it turned out to be sour

#LastNight #heartache

Did it actually sound something like 50 Shades of Grey ... Ha Ha

I laugh to myself and say .. It actually did.. So what is it something about 30's ? Hmm let me think

Is it the number or the state where you're just stepping into your adulthood.. Being independent, fearless and finding yourself suddenly grown-up. All of a sudden things change, feelings are replaced and sometimes LOST.

For me, I am the girl oops should I say Woman who is independent, loves life, adventures, lives the moment. What can probably hit me in my thirties? Surprisingly I have no answer to that.  But something did and it was so fast that it almost left me with too many questions running in my mind. Have I lived the way I always wanted? Is the love I get is enough and so on..

Every woman goes thru this phase and why only woman I am sure men also do. Its just not the number but its also the added responsibility that comes along with it. Every little thing that you do is being watched and also scrutinized. For e.g If I come home late the first thing I get to hear is ..What is the time? is this the time to come home? You're not in Ur teens to behave like this..blah blah !! Yeah you got me there .. these words are usually blah blah for me.

Yes I am in my thirties but does that stop me from living or being what I am? Its not about adulthood its about life, we all live once then why do we intact ourself with all these rules and terms & conditions. I fail to understand that and I guess I am happy to fail to do so. I am also guessing that by now you think I am a person who is never satisfied with what I have then you're BANG ON ! Yes I am not, I need so much more and in every way.

Do you feel the same? Is there is end to what you like and love ?
Share me your thoughts

Love,
Nitz

Love.. Why so complicated are you?
So many questions and no answers yet..

Feeling's.. Why so jumbled are you?
Bag full of mixed emotions and none to feel yet ..

Loneliness.. Why so heartbreaking are you?
Between the crowd and left out yet..

Often we ask our self - " Was that meant to happen?  or Was it meant to be ? "

Not lying to myself .. how many of us say that to ourself everyday? I am sure we all do coz somewhere i do it ..

Just a question.. Do you cry alone?

In a corner of your house, in your car while driving, sitting on the stairs, during the dark nights.. Do you cry ?

Why is that we humans feel so many emotions that we can't handle?  Mix everything like a khichidi and then think over it.. Was it necessary?

I feel you..


Feel you so close like a breeze
Knowing it will pass away
and i will remain here standing freezed
still feel you so close like a breeze

What is that we have between us?
Love that was meant to be
or is it just a random phase

You hold me in you so tight
I struggle to get away
I struggle to breathe
And then i think why you holding me anyway

Did you mean everything you said ?
Is what runs in mind while you talk
As I Feel you so close like a breeze
Knowing it will pass away
and i will remain here standing freezed
still feel you so close like a breeze...

So I let myself loose in you
Move like a breeze with you
As that is what is meant to be
Not thinking if it was how it had to be

Feel me like a breeze
And we would move away together..

Love,
Nitz